Just before I was accepted to Oxford, I found a scripture that I used, at least weekly, when I was struggling to believe and have trust in the path that I was on. I wanted to be at Oxford, but I also reminded God, at least daily, that I wanted to be married. If given a choice, I would give up Oxford for marriage. I wanted to be a wife and mother more than I wanted to be a Dr. I wanted God to understand that clearly. So, I told Him almost daily. The scripture that guided me and brought me back to a place of trust was originally meant for Oliver Cowdery. Oliver was taking on a challenge and making a leap of extreme faith when he began working as a scribe for Joseph Smith. The words of encouragement and reminders to trust the spirit of truth were such a blessing to me throughout a time when I needed to know that God hears and answers prayers-- my prayers:
"...I say unto you, if you desire a further witness, cast your mind upon the night that you cried unto me in your heart, that you might know concerning the truth of these things.
Did I not speak peace to your mind concerning the matter? What greater witness can you have than from God" (D&C 6: 22-23).
This scripture spoke peace to my heart. I had been given many blessings, many reassurances that God had a very specific plan for me. When I read that scripture, I could go back to those moments.
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